[ The objection comes out so much stronger than she meant for it too and she takes a deep breath immediately after to try and do that again with a little less passion to it. ]
I can't tell her, Max. I can't. It's not on her to help me forget, that's not - that's not fair to put on her shoulders. You don't -- [ She cuts herself off at first, because saying she doesn't know what it's like feels like it will sound cruel when she doesn't want it to. ]
It won't change anything and all she'd have is the knowledge that this place is all she has left. It makes every person who leaves cut that much deeper and I don't want her to be afraid of leaving. She doesn't deserve that, Max.
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Date: 2019-06-11 03:08 pm (UTC)[ The objection comes out so much stronger than she meant for it too and she takes a deep breath immediately after to try and do that again with a little less passion to it. ]
I can't tell her, Max. I can't. It's not on her to help me forget, that's not - that's not fair to put on her shoulders. You don't -- [ She cuts herself off at first, because saying she doesn't know what it's like feels like it will sound cruel when she doesn't want it to. ]
It won't change anything and all she'd have is the knowledge that this place is all she has left. It makes every person who leaves cut that much deeper and I don't want her to be afraid of leaving. She doesn't deserve that, Max.