Yeah. The town I come from has this weird- I don't know. Curse? We forget a lot of the things we experience. Before the other Losers were around Chloe would have to remind me like. What Bill or Richie or Bev's names even were.
(He's genuinely not trying to make it about him, and it's clear from his tone that he's more or less just explaining the degree in which he gets it.)
And I have trouble with my other friends too. And some memories...They're distorted a lot of the time.
(It's...hard. He won't lie.)
It's a daily thing I try to work on. And...I guess. I'm just trying to tell you like. As someone who...like. Goes through that all of the time...even when I forget my friends or forget stuff, my heart never really does? Sorry. That's so fucking cheesy, I know, but it's true.
(He realizes he's rambling a bit here. Gotta. Stop.)
Thing is I think Chloe remembers you where it counts. And I know that's not really gonna help in the meantime while she's in this weird fucked up mental place, but I know she still- still cares about you. And that usually means she'll be able to find her way back.
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Date: 2019-11-03 10:58 pm (UTC)(He's genuinely not trying to make it about him, and it's clear from his tone that he's more or less just explaining the degree in which he gets it.)
And I have trouble with my other friends too. And some memories...They're distorted a lot of the time.
(It's...hard. He won't lie.)
It's a daily thing I try to work on. And...I guess. I'm just trying to tell you like. As someone who...like. Goes through that all of the time...even when I forget my friends or forget stuff, my heart never really does? Sorry. That's so fucking cheesy, I know, but it's true.
(He realizes he's rambling a bit here. Gotta. Stop.)
Thing is I think Chloe remembers you where it counts. And I know that's not really gonna help in the meantime while she's in this weird fucked up mental place, but I know she still- still cares about you. And that usually means she'll be able to find her way back.